My lover, my life...

aubrey | seventeen | boyfriend | -041710
Questions here.

I weigh almost 130 pounds.. 

I was so upset this morning.
I was putting on my make-up, and I had my shirt off,
and my belly was trying to roll over my underwear,
and the skin under my bra was adding an extra roll
to the three I already have.
It was so upsetting to see.
I wore sweatpants and a sweatshirt so that nobody
could see my body, and I haven’t taken it off,
even since I’ve been home.
My boyfriend keeps asking why I’m upset, but I can’t tell him.
I hate when people think I’m seeking attention.
If I told him I feel a bit fat,
he would disagree and probably think I’m fishing for
compliments.
So this is my relief,
venting my feelings on the internet.
Ugh ):