My lover, my life...

aubrey | seventeen | boyfriend | -041710
Questions here.

I don’t want to voluntarily put myself out there. I don’t do it, normally. I keep my questions, comments, concerns, and feelings to myself. But I have my weak moments, when I’m not thinking about it, that something slips out and lets someone in just a little bit more than they had been. I don’t like that. I would rather people have to dig, and dig, and dig until they find something. I would rather keep my mouth shut for the rest of my life, and only open it to the people that are genuinely interested. I don’t want to be as open as I am, so I’m going to stop. I’m going to try, as always. I don’t want the listeners, I don’t want the help. I just want someone to care.